LoveISA

this is  the first time i entirely drunk

i don't know why i'll do that , maybe is upset , maby it's too sand, maybe it's just iwant to

one can should could let me drunk, but i took two

it was dinner time ,but i don't want to eat

seems like the Dementor is sitting on me

the hole world's happy is leaving me

hope i know the way to defeat it

but i don't know

use "Expecto Patronum" ?

i don't even have the wand...

when i walk back after bought that

i suddenly understand one think you told me

"people could not leave alchohol after break up"

i didn't understnad that time

but i understand now

it can let you run away this world temporary untill you wake

so i did that , just like what you have done

drunk like you

lie on the ground, like you

keep trying get up and failed  again and again and again, like you

but there's one thing i could'nt like you

to burst in to tears

i can't ,  i just can't

it happend everytime i sad

i just can't let the tear comes out

how i have wish i could do that , just like you

let those bad emotions goes out through my eyes

so i keep dinking, even i was drunk

i still toss off two of that

and loss conscious on the ground......